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This gives me hope. ❤️
Now it seems that he’s putting effort. Texting me when I wake up, and at 2am before I go to bed. 

I really start to wonder if he is returning how I feel or… I don’t know what to make of it. It all feels like a dream. I hope that this isn’t just in my head. 

I’m really starting to feel happier now because of the fact that I’m on his mind.

I hate that he does that. He doesn’t talk to me one day, then I say: “ok. I won’t initiate conversation and I won’t talk to him.” But then the next day, HE FREAKING TALKS TO ME. I try so hard not to reply, but I end up doing it anyway. Ugh

This is going to kill me I know it. He doesn’t see me the same way, so there’s really no reason why I should keep this going.


I came back from my vacation two days ago. I failed my mission at trying not to talk to him… But the thing is he was replying. It wasn’t a big thing to get excited over though. I know he’s only replying because he’ll feel bad if he doesn’t.

I don’t know what to think about all of this. I keep saying that I won’t talk to him, and that I won’t bother, but yet I still try, and I always end up getting silence or shallow answers. Maybe I should just quit completely.

I think I’ll be happier that way.  


Umberto Eco, The Name of the Rose

Rainbow Rowell, Eleanor & Park


do you ever just wear headphones so people won’t talk to you



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depression blog x

I’ve been ignored again.

Well this time I’ll ignore you. You’re such an asshole sometimes and I can’t stand it when you are.

I hate you for making me fall in love with you… I just hate you so much….


Virginia Woolf, The Waves